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10:25am 05/04/2005
 

im sitting in my english class bored so i thought i would update.  my teacher is almost a half hour late.  im trying to wait because i have a paper that i have to turn in but how long should i have to wait and if he does show up and im not here should i get marked down for it being late? i really don't feel like sitting here and more so i don't know what to do.

but any ways my friends are more imbarrising than my family is when it comes to me dating a guy.  i thought that nicole and fred sitting on nicoles car waiting for him to come pick me up was bad.  last night my friends rich and casey came up to the bar and they don't know dustin and wanted to know what he looked like so karyn desided to call him over just so that they could see him.  she did come up with some question to ask him so that she didn't just call him over for no reason.  but still

 

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06:36pm 31/03/2005
  Have You Ever...
1. KISSED YOUR COUSIN? on the cheek
2. RAN AWAY? nope
3. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART? no
4. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN? nope
5. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? quit a few actually
6. BROKEN A BONE? only a toe
7. DRANK ALCOHOL? once or twice ;P
8. CRIED IN SCHOOL? yeah

which one would u want...
1. COKE OR PEPSI? niether really
2. SPRITE OR 7UP? i don't drink pop much
3. FLOWERS OR CANDY? candy...flowers don't taste to good
4. QUIET OR LOUD? quiet is boring
5. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? hair color isn't that important
6. BITCHY OR SLUTTY? neither?
7. TALL OR SHORT? taller than me
8. JEANS OR SHORTS? depends on the weather

The Last Time You...
1. SHOWERED? this morning
2. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? yesterday
3. DID THE DIRTY? i don't get dirty
4. HAD A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? umm....never i think
5. YOU KISSED SOMEONE? yesterday
6. GOT DRUNK? got drunk....my birthday.....drank.....monday
7. GOT HIGH? sunday i think
8. SAID I LOVE YOU? before i left the house

What Is...
1. PERSON YOU HATE MOST? my dad
2. LUCKY NUMBERS? i don't have a lucky number
3. YOUR FAV PLACES TO SHOP? J C Penney's
4. YOUR BEST FRIENDS NAME? amanda and sarah
5. THE GUY/GIRL YOU LIKES NAME? dustin

What is your favorite...
1. COLOR? red and blue
2. MOVIE? pretty women, steel magnolias, and dirty dancing
3. BOOK? coffin dance
4. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? it use to be math...now i don't know any more
5. CARS? i don't know
6. ICE CREAM? cookie dough...mmmmm
7. HOLIDAY? xmas
8. SEASON? summer
9. BREAKFAST FOOD? eggs


Who...
1. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST? casey and ryan
2. MAKES YOU SMILE? to many to name
3. WHO HAS A CRUSH ON YOU? i guess dustin...since he did ask me out
4. DO YOU WNAT TO BE WITH THE MOST? dustin

Do You Ever...
1. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT? no not really
2. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS? no whats the point
3. SAVE E-MAILS? every once in a while
4. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE? sometimes
5. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS? i use to all the time
6. BEEN LONELY? yeah every now and then
7. FELT UNLOVED? once or twice

Have You...
1. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? that would just be weird
2. MADE OUT WITH JUST A FRIEND? um...im dont' think he was even a friend
3. BEEN IN LOVE? no
4. BEEN IN LUST? probably
5. USED SOMEONE? no
6. BEEN USED? i hope not
7. CHEATED ON SOMEONE?: no
8. BEEN CHEATED ON? nooope
9. BEEN KISSED? yup
10. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? once or twice

Who was the last person...
1. YOU TALKED TO? greg and nash
2. YOU HUGGED? dustin
3. YOU IM'ed? smitty
4. THAT IM'ED YOU? smitty
5. WHO BROKE YOUR HEART? no one

Do you...
1. COLOR YOUR HAIR? all the time
2. HAVE TATTOOS? just one
3. HAVE PIERCINGS? a few in my ears
4. HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? none
5. EVER GET OFF THIS DAMN COMPUTER? im not on that often
6. KNOW WHAT LOVE IS? sure		  
     
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10:00am 31/03/2005
  Sorry I haven't updated in a while but one my computer never works when i get on it and two i didn't really have anything to update. Haven't really been up to much. Working, going to school, or going out with friends after work. But I did have a date yesterday that went pretty well. Yes thats right i finally had my first date. thats how much of a loser i really am. i went on my first date at 20. oh well i still had fun.  
     
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10:03am 01/03/2005
  so i get to play mom for the next three days. rachael and my mom are leaving to join everyone else in tennessee for the funeral. rachael is leaving the girls with me since im not going. fred is going to watch them till i get home from school. and again when i go to work tomorrow. i had to make room in my car for a car seat. not like i go out that much but it sucks knowing that if i wanted to i couldn't go out for the next few days. i have to go straight from school home and straight from work back home.  
     
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09:53am 26/02/2005
 
mood: sad
im so tired of the people around me being hurt. im so tired of being surrounded by death this year. its not fare. i just don't understand why. why my neice had to dye why christina had to dye and now god is taking my uncle too. And why does all of this have to happen on brittneys birthday. i feel so bad because she is never going to be able to celebrate her birthday with out thinking of her dads death. I just don't understand why god is doing this to them now.		  
     
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03:40pm 18/02/2005
 

Happy 16th Birthday to my little brother....

                   FREDDY

 

fred as a cute little baby

fred as a retarted looking cute little baby

thats my brother

scrubby fred

we were so cute together

now look at her

yup thats my brother fred

 

 

Happy Birthday and I love you

 

  
     
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05:57pm 17/02/2005
 

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10:42am 01/02/2005
  01. reply with your name and i will write something about you.
02. i will then tell what song[s]/movie[s]/book[s] remind me of you.
03. next, i will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
04. i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. i'll tell you the most memorable moment i've had with you.
06. put this in your journal.		  
     
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02:01pm 24/01/2005
 

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10:02am 20/01/2005
 
mood: sad
Well today is Christina's layout. Right now I am sitting in my English class waiting for it to start. After this I am going to go get soemthing to eat and get ready so that when larry gets out of school I am ready to go. It was really weird being at work knowing that she was never going to walk through the does again. We are getting one big flower arangement from who ever wanted to put in money for it. But now after going to work i know more about what happened to Christina. After class today i am going to go get some flowers and take them up to the crash site on my way home today.

R.I.P. Christina

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I hate life   
02:23am 18/01/2005
 
mood: sad
So I went to the bar tonight like i do every monday. but it was cool because so many of my friends. Even Nicole came up to hang out with us. The next thing I new my friend Karyn was cry histaricly. It took a few minutes but i finally found out what happened. My friend Christina was in a car accident and died tonight. Part of me still doesn't want to belive it even though i have spent the last hour and a half hugging and crying with so many of Christina's friends. I have never lost a friend this way before. it still doesn't come close to loosing Beth or Deven but it still hurts. Its funny the last thing i remember saying about her was that i hated closing when she worked because she likes to skip out on things but she was my friend and its soo hard the think of going to work knowing that she will never be there again. i don't understand why god takes people so young. im so tired of being around death. can't any thing good happen around me lately.		  
     
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11:33pm 16/01/2005
 


You Are 22 Years Old



22




Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.






hahaha this is funny.......when i went out for my birthday i had to tell everyone at the bar that i was 22		  
     
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06:35pm 12/01/2005
 
mood: sad
Well i just got back from the hospital. i couldn't help but cry when i saw amanda it the hospital bed because i know what she is going to have to go through and it is so hard for me to see her like that. she may not be feeling any pain right now but later it will be hard to watch her have to deal with all of this. at least christain is home to help her through it. i just feel soo bad for them both.		  
     
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09:43pm 11/01/2005
  01. Who are you?
02. Are we friends?
03. When and how did we meet?
04. Do/Did you have a crush on me?
05. Would you kiss me?
06. Describe me in one word.
07. What was your first impression?
08. Do you still think that way about me now?
09. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?.
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?		  
     
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02:47pm 11/01/2005
  : first sentence of first post from every month of 2004

January: I have been bonding with Niki and Brittney all week
February: Yay.................So I had a great weekend.
March: 1.full name: Jennifer Marie Watkins April: 50 THINGS ADMISSIONS NEVER TOLD YOU ABOUT COLLEGE

May: So Wednesday Brittney and Fred moved Freds room around and put a dresser for Brittney and moved my bed out.
June: So I haven't updated in like forever.
July: Last night Sarah, Mark, and Amanda all came over.
August: Fun weekend what what
September: So yesterday wendy baby told me she would drive me to work and we were sitting here bored so we decided to go to target to get larry a birthday present and waist time before i had to be at work.
October: remember the quiz brittney and i made up
November: i had a nice long day.
December: so i haven't really been on the computer lately because my computer is gay and doesn't work ever.


last sentence from last post of every month of 2004.

January: as soon as i get money i am getting a phone card so i can call them.
February: Happy Birthday Brittney. Your finally 19 yay!!!!!!!!
March: Wouldn't have thought that it was a Kevin Smith movie.
April: i had a blast.
May: Right now I am using my own money to pay it off, but I would really appreciate it if you could pay me back soon.
June: And Many Moooooorrrrrreeee
July: Then after work I get to go party with Niki and Larry....Yay.
August: haven't seen the asian boys since the other day i miss tony-john and wong fu.
September: See what people remember about you
October: that will teach them to try to come to our house twice.
November: but because niki and i are taking full responsibility for the party she said we can have it. yay!!!!
December: you fuckers better not forget.		  
     
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Never again   
10:54am 01/01/2005
 
mood: aggravated
never again will i ever take resposability for a party ever again. new years sucked. after being at work all day doing nothing for a good portion of it because the hostest is stupid and didn't seat me for an hour. i came home to every one drunk or almost drunk like i new i would. but i got home before midnight so i am happy about that. then scott got nice and trashed and started puking every where but the toilet. that got brittney nice and sober. so we cut everyone else off and that didn't go over to well. i found out that im a alcoholic slut.wow thats some news to me. didn't know that a virgin could be considered a slut but what do i know. and as for being and alcoholic. i drink about once a week i don't get drunk i drink big difference. just because other people can't drink with out getting drunk doesn't mean i can't. i love my cousins but im never drinking with them again. the drunken fights are not fun.		  
     
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10:52am 30/12/2004
  well i haven't updated in a while. had a good christmas. i had to work christmas eve which sucked but i got to see my friend on her birthday. now i find out i get to work new years eve too that really bits since i dont get to be at my own party. but most of my friends from work that said they are coming have to work too so they won't be there till im there anyways. and the rest of my friends that go well they will know the other people at the party. nothing else realy new here......my birthday is next week. you fuckers better not forget.  
     
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01:46pm 12/12/2004
  2004 ...Survey

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
smoked weed

2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i didn't make a new years resolution

3. Did anyone close to you give birth??
have birth...no but my best friend is pregnant

4. Did anyone close to you die??
no one i know died this year

5. What countries did you visit??
none

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
a boyfriend

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory?
i don't know
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting my license
9. What was your biggest failure?
hmmm i don't know


10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
no


11. What was the best thing you bought?
my car

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
i don't know

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
no ones

14. Where did most of your money go?
school and a car

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
getting my license

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
to many to think of

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
happier
ii. thinner or fatter?
fatter
iii. richer or poorer?
i guess richer


18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
go on dates

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
sitting around my house

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with my family


22. Did you ...fall in love in 2004?
nope

23. How many one night stands in this last year?
none

24. What was your favourite TV programme?
one tree hill gilmore girls or the oc

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nope
26. What was the best book you read?
i didn't really read any books this year

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
i don't know there are so many

28. What did you want and get?
a bed

29. What did you want and not get?
a boyfriend
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
god i can only choose one but i have seen so many

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i turned 19 and i got drunk and passed out at like 11

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
having a boyfriend

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
teeshirts and jeans

34. What kept you sane?

friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
chad michael murry

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
eh

37. Who did you miss?
brittney


38. Who was the best new person you met?
i can only choose one i met soooo many new people this year

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
have fun while your young

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?
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dead bodies behind joes crab shack   
08:34pm 08/12/2004
  so i haven't really been on the computer lately because my computer is gay and doesn't work ever. Sunday night there was a girls body found in the abandoned building behind joes. thats just creepy im not walking to my car by myself at night anymore. nothing else really to interesting around here. one more week till the semester is over i can't wait.

I think Nicole and I got Smitty a job with us...guess we will find out with in the next few days.		  
     
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saturday night at home   
08:40pm 27/11/2004
 
mood: amused
music: brittney screaming
what do we do on a saturday night. we tape brittney. right now niki, fred and wendy are all hog tying brittney with tape. its great.

guess whos having a new years eve party. thats right thanks to nikis smooth talking wizzle is going to let us have the party. it almost didn't work because nicole told her that we were already planning on having one be for we ever even asked her if we could have one which we weren't. but because niki and i are taking full reponsability for the party she said we can have it. yay!!!!		  
     
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